Elec Heart:

Sometimes we feel please when we are alone,
sometimes we don't....

We need loneliness,
so we will learn to appreciate the things that care about us.

We don't want to be alone,
too much care would just turn ashes.

Our heart is like filled with electricity,
it store energy time by time to the fullest,
it goes out rampage if the energies were overwhelm.

Our heart is like filled with electricity,
we use it time by time to the emptiness,
it dies without notice if the energies were outpowered.

Loneliness plays an important part of our lives,and we need it to maintain balance in our every single thought.

To make it easy:
If you feel angry that someone cares for you,it's because you think they care too much;
If you feel like crying cuz nobody cares for you,it's because you think they only exist to care for others....

Yeah,by the way.....
My loneliness went outbalanced lately.....
[sad]

The she..The smile..The heartbroken wish...

He never knew he would met this goddess,
He can't believe she is looking right to his blurring eyes,
His brain stunted,
He can't made any wise response,
He wondered why his heart pounded in such funny rhythm,
The shy guy never felt this way,
He tried to flee his eye contact with her,
But failed,
And ended up looking at each other..

He gave up the shy way,
He opened his mouth and try to greet her,
But what awaited was just some empty air,
He shocked,
But in split second,
She smiled,
He blushed..

He never seen a girl smiled such lovely to him,
To him,
That was the first time,
The first time he fell for her,
They had known each other for such a long time,
But to him,
That day,
Was the first time..

He never knew the girl that he outcasted for so long,
Had came such gorgeous lady,
The she,
Was never existed in his very own memories,
His mind was indeed been played..

She left,
And he kept recalling her face,
To him it was uneraseable,
Every sight he caught on her,
Had been locked deeply in his soul,
How could he ever forget the she he met,
He sworn he never saw a girl that cared for him so much..

Everyday and everynight,
The only cork that stucked in his brainhole was that smile she gave,
He knew it did not worth much,
But he kept on thinking of it..

He made it up,
He had the courage now,
He should go and know her more,
He should make her happy like she has never been,
He should,
Confess to her..

His mind was filled with the lovely thought of him and her,
He even imagined that if they were together..

He was never this out-minded,
She has became a daily need for him,
But the she,
She never knew all this,
She may smiled to him,
But she may do this to others,
She never knew an action like would cause such things,
To her,
She just wanted to cheer him up,
But only a plain way,
No second thought..

In the end,
He knew it,
The smile she gave,
Was priceless,
Anyone could get a smile from her,
No,not just him,
It was not a special smile,
The happiness he got from her turned to be illusion,
And vanished..

The she,
Was a goddess whom he will never be together with,
Because the personalities are way too different,
She used her smile to cheer people around her up,
But he thought the smile she gave was so special,
That anyone shall never have..

He was too greedy to love...
Pities....